My First Series..
----------------------- [A Tale of a Hateful Sire] -----------------------
Mind that wonders the falsehood..
Mind that searching for false of others..
Mind that hiding the sinful story of the past..
The fables you spread..
The hate that you created..
The lies that lay between the true you..
Your words..
Your furious face..
Your throbbing Heart consumed by pain..
Never gratify..
Never comprehend..
Never stops cultivating the seeds of enmity..
You,
Once called by your offspring, "Father"..
Now the word are becoming translucent, fading into the thin air..
You,
Once called by your beloved one, "My Dear"..
Slowly, again, it starts to vanish into the thin air..
You,
Once are respected by others, they said "He is a good person"..
Yet, once more, the lingering sound swallowed by the thin air..
Melancholy?
To be continued~
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---------------- [ A Tale of a Hateful Sire - Part II ] -----------------
Melancholy?
Painful?
Sad?
I,
Once told you,
"These are the things that you created in the past!,
Every mistakes that you made,
Falseness that you embraced,
Now all those things are coming back to you."
Yes,
It’s hunting you..
Hunting you in every second in the last days of your life..
Paying back the debt of the past..
Yet..
Still..
You choose to embrace the ignorance..
Believing the whispering wrath..
Sad~,
You told me..
Others lost faith in you..
Trust,
That you had lost..
Shall you ever gain it back?
Painful~,
Your heart is..
It scattering in the last miles of your life..
Happiness,
You lost it..
Every second emits the growth of grieve..
Melancholy!
Your soul is..
The light that once I see shining like the stars..
Had dim with the memories of bliss..
Till then,
You run..
Run!?
To be continued~
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-------------------- [ A Tale of a Hateful Sire - Part III ] -------------------
Run!?
Run!
They whispered..
Your terrified heart,
cries..
Your mumbling mind,
defies..
Your shivering soul,
denies..
Intensifying the reason of far cry that you hold..
Firming the despair~
Walking with eyes cursing you from every side of your world..
Forgotten is unfair~
"Run",
You told her..
Shred every single blaspheme you created..
Triggering a bullet of shame and pain..
Firing it randomly..
Then..
A sound heard..
"Stay~",
She said..
With the heart of firm and patience..
Trying to understand you..
Trying to forgive all of it..
Yet,
Her raining heart still bares the excruciating pain..
But she tends to be tranquil..
You shall not run..
Nor shall you go..
Debt,
Must be settled..
Run,
Is not a solution..
Stay..
Fix what you had done..
Then in that Day you might not suffer..
My only wish..
If He wills..
Why?
To be continued~
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-------------------- [ A Tale of a Hateful Sire - Part IV ] -------------------
Why?
"Why should I?”
The evil mind question..
Giving the grave reason to run..
Leaving behind the love and happiness you bring..
Sadistic,
Your mind is..
Nothing left for us..
Not even a single love..
Pride!
That you cherish..
Making us left no choice..
Yet to accept things that you hardly chose to be..
Envy~
Your heart is..
The jealousy that you keep..
The greed that desire things that belong to others..
Lust
You restrained by..
Protecting the sloth and gluttony in you..
Making it breed even it was killed once before..
Wrath!
That you released..
Will never satiate..
Until it kill one of our souls..
Sad~
My heart is..
Seeing you in vain..
Hoping that I can unspell that entire curse..
Pray,
That we've done..
Leaving Him to judge you..
Hoping Him will forgive and guide you..
Alhamdullilah,
One word..
That expresses our gratefulness..
You've guided him, leaving that sorrowful past..
Now,
The new fable begins..
The life that does not yet end..
Must continue restore back the harmony..
How?
To be continued~
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----------------------- A Tale of a Hateful Sire - Part V -------------------------
How?
Your mind speak..
Denying your grief..
Seeking for solutions..
Sweeping back the scattering heart..
Finding ways to express your regret..
Even the pain throbbing within your heart..
Everything was guided by Him ..
If the man follow as guided..
None would end like this..
So how?
Kill every hunger of anger..
kill every impatient within heart..
kill every disgrace in thought..
Then what?
Strengthen your believe in Him..
Understand The Quran and Ahadith..
May It benefits you more than others before you..
MAY be continued~
================== Part Five EnD`~ ===================
By Idris Baharudin
Wind Production 09/10
